Haven't been updating my blog... been rather bz... bz with work and stufff..... of course, not forgetting my Val.... During this period of time of disappearance... Many things happened, good or bad.... Well, maybe recently things hasn't been good ba.... Just recently i suffer a miscarriage... On 03.03.2008. Nice date right? What happened? I don't know... On that Sat i just went to my gyn to confirm my pregnancy, and was elated about it... But on Monday morning, when i wake up to prepare for work. Sudden hot flow of blood just came out and the baby is gone... Rested at home for 3 days... All happened so sudden. Well........ I am now ok le... somehow got over it after some crying... =) Maybe everything is just predestined. At least families and friends have all been quite supportive... Encouraging me: "nvm lor, you still young... At least you still got Val..." Heard the same conversation over and over, although it might be boring, but thankz for all the support.. It helps.... Well, like i say, things hasn't been good... And seriously i mean it... Cause not just the miscarriage... I was also kana backstab by one person that i "CALLED" good friend. Didnt tot all this would happen to me... THAT BITCH!!!!!! hate her to the core..... I'll NEVER forgive for all that she has done... BITCH making use of people weakness to climb, you are so despicable!~!~!~ if you wan to climb higher then me, try using ability instead~!~!~ although i doubt you have any... Seriously, this lesson you taught me, I'll never forget~!~!~ you mentioned that we are only colleagues, work must split clearly.... THANKS... you make me a fool, cause i treated you as a friend, and cover most of your shit(at least before your backstab... )........ But still, thanks... I learnt my mistake.... Some bitch aren't worth the effort for me to help. At the same time, isn't worth the effort for me to try and be forgiving... despite the things you done, i have always try to be forgiving and let it go... NOW!~ i'll remember forever YOUR NAME, as the hurt that you incurred has left a BIG HATRE in me..... Friends out there, learn.... dun be like me... in future, if someone say he/she dunno something.... Teach them in front of everyone, make sure everyone saw/know that you teachin him/her. So that he/she cant say: "NO! I DUNNO HOW TO DO!!! YOU ALSO NV TEACH ME~!~~!" thats wat the bitch says... worse of all, i not only teach her once, not twice, but at least 4-5 times... on seperate accounts.... AND SHE STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY I NEVER TEACH HER~!~ F*** you know wat is nbccb.... haiz... damn, my fuse just blow because of the bitch again... if you say i no teach, then why when i say i dunno u go try, u immediately know all the steps~!!~ how i wish i can really kill u.... haiz... disgusting... If i were to write everything she did, i doubt i can sleep tonight... cause i'll die of anger plus it'll be too long... But bitch stop showing off your ring by saying:"it is 0.56 carat, actually it is bigger but because it is PERFECT cut so now ONLY 0.56" it really turn pple off....
Well, i think i should stop talking about her le... For someting happy, heres my Val's picture... Isn't she cute and lovely? hehehehe... She is my everything... i think i shall leave Val's photo as the entry to my blog, as its late le... Good night....
