i felt so idiotic... so stupid... i have been lossing things... and now, i felt that i have lost myself... been crying since i woke up... dunno is too tired or wat... dun feel good.... yest went party world with the pplez... scs pals... jiahui, angie, shiyun, eric, derek and rawn... we sang till 1++am ba... fun....

rawn so funny sang 2 chinese song and 1 hokkien song.. so cute... haha... derek also funny lor... die also refuse to take mic n sing... but in fact he is singing la... sit beside him can hear de... jus that he dun wan use mic only.. me also lor... hate to use mic.. .shy... haha... eric is the most vocal among all la... including gals ba... he singing not bad sia... hahaha.... unbelievable....

on the other hand, the gals... wow... im amazed too... angie n jiahui all sing so well... envy sia... haha... but angie like bery tired so nv sing much... wasted.... jiahui really can sing those soothing's song... wow... pro... so emo feeling.... shiyun on the other hand enthu sia... haha... she is the PA of eric... and boy, i think they make sure a good couple... the way they sing and tok so matching... but too bad... shiyun attached liao.. haha... but if u were there last night, seeing the way they sing, one stop the other sing, the other stop, the one start singing again... so you mo qi lor.. wee wee....even derek agree with me.. hahaha....

when reach home, after bathing n such i on my pc n started playing games till 5 am then force mayself to slp... haiz... then woke up at 10 am sia.. man thats tiring... maybe thus i emo....
started crying then now stop le... wanna occupied myself with some things.. else i will any how think again... haiz... some how, i felt so lost... lost in space.. lost in the world of myself... haiz... i jus found out that i lost alot of things this month... like my student pass, my india sim card.... and also myself...

seems like all these things is something that i can nv recover back... haiz... someone save me pls... haiz...