I think i insane liao.. like using money to buy happiness leh... haha... sat pay mei's cab to come drink with me... then today go buy heels.. and i mean heelS lor...
i buy 4 shoes.. yeah yeah... 4 lor... In 15 mins.. i go in the shop, i ask to try this n that... and i buy all that i try.. 15 mins, i walk out of the shop with 4 pairs in my hand... kaka.... And i even ask yiyi to buy one too... same pattern as mine.. wahaha... happy~ i am a member or charles and keith liao... lalalallalalal... When i came back.. everyone that sees me.. was like WOW... haha.. ok la... 4 pairs only.. small water.. dun need so big fuss.. keke....
But in return of all the spending, I gain hatre from yiyi, and bel... yiyi hates me... make her spend spend and still spend... then bel hates me cos i bring yiyi go drink and drink and drink... arr.... PS: dun hate me la... Kat Kat is a good gal... will control yiyi when she drinking de.. i'll get drunk before her de... i make sure~ bel trust me k.. bout the future beer belly.. haha.. dun worry, i'll make her walk stairs.. kaka... Or maybe next time ask her dun drink beer... drink others.. keke... ;p
Seriously i getting more n more spoilt liao.. by all of them... fri, nice... me n yiyi looking forward to drinking again~ kakaka... I think drinking more effective then shopping for shoes... at least... cheaper la... i scare to look at my credit card bill this month.. anyone wanna help me pay for my bills... kakakakak... i more then welcome... =)
Nvm bout bel and yiyi.. cos i gt one more honey.. mei mei... MY HONEY~ i need to get her number and msn.. so that she can be my permanent drinkin kaki... and mad partner... yiyi scare when we did the crazy things we do on SAT~ lol....
snoozed at1:21 PM . by aPPleR
Saturday couldnt slp and happen to me msging yiyi, who was on the way home from a drinking session with mei.. keke... and out of instinct... I jus ask her to come down my house for a drink too...
So, yup at around 12 ++, she is at my house... and she was on the phone with mei... then i jus shouted... mei, come down also leh... i pay for ur cab.. kaka... for ur info, i dunno mei at all... Lol... yup... and she came down too... from hougang... I think all people staying hougang de is siao... jus like me... cant really imagine she is really at my house... Ya, so the 3 of us was sitting at my house void deck drinking.. sitting like its our house... me lying there like its my house sofa... wahaha... Im mad... get me tipsy and i do more mad stuff...
All our beer were from the coffeeshop, after we went to buy the 2nd time, thinking we wun be drinking again liao, we walk to the park to drink... there we do more crazy stuff.... for info on the crazy stuff.. contact miss yiyi... i too paiseh to say~ Lol... cant imagine i did those... wat if people seen... arr... heng la.. already do liao... anyway i mad too ma... kaka... We were there drinking, and mei idea gd lor... drink with straw... super fast will finish leh... and its true... no impact done... listening to songs... toking rot.. comparing... comparing wat ? its for us to know... wahaha.... We drink till around 5 plus... Then they forcefully send me home.. not cos i drunk... jus wan to drink more... haiz... went slp around 5++ too... but woke up at 8++, jus couldnt slp... haiz...
Sunday, was online for half the day... chatting playing, listening to songs, staring blankly into space... keke... met Rena from wawa... She is a singaporean noew studying in Australia, same age as me... Well, we tok alot... share alot of stuff.. we can tok la... And i think she n angie thia very sama sama.. pattern same same de... Yup, we tok bout each others problem... tok bout our view.. weird, can share so much things with a person u jus met... =) I think i like viwawa cos of this... meeting diff people... Yup, i wawa till 1.40am... couldnt really slp too.. but yup, still force myself to slp... =)
snoozed at8:35 AM . by aPPleR
I went jogging yest... wooohooo... finally... after the muscle ache that time for the short short distance of 300m, i very determine to train up my body again~
Yest when jogging, jog one big round... haha 1/5 of the road, i'm walking... chest pain, gastric pain... Keke, i sure my stamina cannot make it .... No longer like previous time de.... Old liao.. haha...
But i sprint a few time to know where i can go... Speed still not bad ba~ for my age... hehe... then one guy ran pass me still give me a thumbs up... wooo... And tell you ar... the guys is fit de lor... keke...
I dun have muscle ache yet... or should i say... only gt slight slight aches only... still not so bad... =)
ok la... nothing to blog liao... alot of things happened... but i cant say... only certain people will know... like my love love = zhiyi...
zhiyi, thz... at least i can tok to u... muacks... dun go away k... go drink with me again k... But i must make sure u not drinking so much liao... feel so bad sia~
snoozed at8:26 AM . by aPPleR
I openly declare... this is a suay month...
1. Jus the 1st day... i lost my toilet key (Office).... In the office at night, when i ot-ing, i lost the key... found our on the day itself... but when i walk back trying to find... its gone.. And the thing is, no much people is ot-ing lor... SO where is my key? haiz...
2. then On 03.08.2008... worse... worse worse lor... first started during the evening... i suppose to go my grandmother-in-law's birthday celebration at 6.30pm, so at 6.00pm, i went into the room to change... So of course must close the door right? i didnt bother to even lock the door since no one will open the door de... Then, after i change finish my clothes liao... less then 5 mins, i try to open the door... Then the door is freaking stuck.... arr.... the door knob is spoil.... F*** haiz... and the worse thing is, my husband and my is both stuck inside... arrr.... and only left my maid n baby outside.. (^.^) i have no tools to open the door and i dun have my phone with me lor... WTH....
In the end, ask my maid take my phone and call my brother-in-law... BUT he slping and he no ans the phone... No help... How, in the end, use the pimple stick go and try open the door... arr... then pass the tools from kitchen via bamboo stick... stupid till cannot make it.. In the end still cannot... only manage to open a hole big enough to pass my husband phone..
Better then nothing, so i took the phone and call my brother-in-law's wife... finally someone picked up... then ask them come save us....
And so he drive to our house and save us... haha... with his powerful kicks... 3 kicks and he open the door... woohoo... after being trap for 1hr.... dotz....
2. My heartbroke... during this door breaking event, my dad called, and my maid tried to pass me my phone... when i told her not to... but she still try, in the end, my precious phone kana 2 big scratches lor... upset till cannot make...
3. Go my mother-in-law house for dinner... then force me to drink the chicken wine... OMG... i hate hard liq.... What is chicken wine? It is chicken and wine go steam without any water totally... then in the end throw away the chicken left the wine to drink.... the wine is hard liq lor... arrrr.... and i drink 1 bowl full lor... sucks... cannot make it... the spell... arrr... now thinking of it, i still wanna vomit lor... after drinking feel so giddy... then at night i cant slp lor.. too awake... cos stomach pain too... alot of wind after the wine... So play viwawa till 1am.... But at 1am force myself to slp... but still cant slp.....
4. Finally when i wanna slp... my baby wake up at 3am... she dun wan to slp liao.. she wanna play... arr.... She never like this before lor... y yest? haiz... then my husband pat her to slp cos she yest for once baby reject mummy.... then after that i think she fall aslp after 30 mins... but not into deep slp.. so have to keep patting her... and i do the job.... haiz... so ya, no good slp yest...
5. Today came to work then zhiyi havent come... so i msg her will my pc screen as the email... then while i typing my msg on my hp... suddenly i reliease my screen moved... Upon further notice, my email is scrolling down itself... Arrrggghhhh... My hands are on my hp, and my mouse are quite far away... Y is the page scrolling by itself... dotz... haiz...
SEE... 5 bad event in a short period of 4 days.... arrr... i expect more coming in this whole month... haiz... Wish me best of luck....
snoozed at8:40 AM . by aPPleR
Seriously, i dun think im obessess... Why do you think playing wawa means obessess.... Ya, I have been playing wawa most of the time this weekend... Since Im not working and we not going out... why cant i play viwawa???
Recently so many unhappy things happened, cant i do something relaxing?? I jus wanna play and relax... Know some new people... Chat bout something that is not related to work... $ or anything that is unhappy....
Cant i have a little hobby... I also keep my bb company... you sometime also leave me there... then u go do ur own stuff... watch tv or watever while i slp... then why cant i play game while u slp? else... i watch tv while u surfin net bout car, and wat so ever... why cant for a change, i surf net u do others?
snoozed at8:03 AM . by aPPleR
Seriously, i dun like coming for work today... I jus wish to stay at home.. in my own house... hiding... like a tortise... or watever... i dun wan to come to work... I dunno how to break the news to them... How do i tell my boss? The reason for my leave recently is becos of my miscarriage? How to say?
At the same time, i dun wish to see the eyes of people... dunno how to face them? if they say anything, how should i reply? How to remain strong when im not... How to be chippy and smiley when i am so hurt inside...
I rather stay at home, whereby i can smile as and when i like... And cry out loud as and when i like... and no one, no one will see it or worried for me... Nor will they ask me multipile question that even i dunno the answer.... How i wish i know the answer too... But where do i find the answer? Anyone can tell me?
The tot of dying is still as strong... but it dies when i think of my daughter... Who will take care of her if i die? Can ryan cope with it? Am i being selfish..??? But the pain is eating to me bit by bit... I dunno how long i can endure it... Someone help me pls... No matter how strong i show to be... Whenever i tot of the baby... The strong wall that i build jus collapse...
snoozed at7:54 AM . by aPPleR
Honestly i have never believe in blogging everything u feel online. Cos for the simple fact that everyone can see what you type.. And thus you might end up in a law case. Or the simpel fact that everyone near you hate you or worried for you.
But today death has pass through my mind for a million time.... I really dunno how to be strong~ What have i done to deserve this... Why must this happen to me? Twice.... i really dunno how to cross this...
I really wanted the baby... i can still feel it inside me... how can it be gone... jus like that... why???????????? I pin so much hope in it... and now, its gone... If heaven wants to punish me for whatever i have done wrong. Isnt once enough? Why again? And jus wat wrong have i done to deserve this???????????????
Everyone wants me to let go, i am young and can try again and i already have a lovele gal.... Ya, do you know how much fear for me to have this baby? after the first miscarriage... Now the 2nd.... Can i ever have the 3rd? I cant take it... I cant.... After the 1st miscarriage, I ask myself to think for val and be strong... seriously, i cant do it again~ I hate life... I hate the world... I hate it.........
Believe in God? Just what have i done in the first place to deserve this? If god is there then why this unfair treatment? YOU MADE PEOPLE SUFFER THEN WANT US TO TRUST YOU AND YOU GIVE A MIRACLE TO SHOW YOU ARE THERE~!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU.....
snoozed at8:07 AM . by aPPleR
Seriously i have been bored for the pass few weeks to months la... so i have been reading the blogs of Cruz Teng.... http://www.cruzteng.com/page/100/ And to my surprise... I have back track his blog all the way till March 2006... Meaning from 2008 - 2006, i have read finish lioa... Also found some interesting webby from his blog... OH gosh, sometimes his blog entries can be so fun... and some can be some Boring lor... especially when u see him promising to do someting, most of the time, he wun have follow ups....
Following a link he posted on mar'06... i did a test...And the result is as followed.
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| Your travel type: Travel Yup
 The Travel Yup likes exotic and adventurous travel, but prefers big cities with fast paced life. He has a keen interest in other cultures and always brings home a few souvenirs.
Shopping in Bangkok, getting a tailor made suite in Kuala Lumpur, that's the kind of thing the Travel Yup is into. Even though he likes to get away, he prefers his travels to be comfortable. |  |
| top destinations:Las Vegas
Hong Kong
Beirut
| stay away from:North Korea
Ciudad Perdida
Darien Gap
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I think ya, quite true... i like a get away but i prefer my travels to be comfortable... who dun right? But then, india still is a good place...
And yeah, you dunno how boring i am... i have finish all the archive of SGSecrets... http://community.livejournal.com/sgsecrets All of them without skipping lor... jus imagine... I need more spice in my life~
Other then being entertain by someone that i dun feel like... Cos it'll end up i entertaining him more... and its like so BORING... and i really mean entertaining lor...
End of this blog entries, else more "boring" will come out... =)
snoozed at10:21 AM . by aPPleR
Been feeling very emo recently... From my msn nick... scared n worried... especially after fri.... wat happen? I dunno how to sad... and dun wanna say... dun wan all my friends to start tagging me n asking me to cheer up... its not easy... even my sister also ask me not to think of it and just cheer up... PLS, it dun happen to you before... of course you not scare n worried... Once bitten twice shy~
Im really scared... haiz... NVM.. change topic...
Arrrrrgggghhhh.... my phone is peeling skin... i had this phone not long ago de leh... super upset... the skin peeled on top~ arrrggghhh... and its not like i dropped it or knocked on it~ why i always so suay~~~~!
Hais.... nvm... last fri i was on Mc... and i really hate the doc... THAT INDIAN OLD DOC~ wondering how u became a doc????????? i went to the doc, he did not say anything... so i jus say my part... say i feels giddy the whole day and having serious headache... the head very heavy.. he jus say ok and measure my pressure... ok... then after that i added i felt a sharp pain in my left chest area... and he jus cont with ok... then he signal me to go out~ WTH? a doc that jus say ok to a doc when the patient says something? and dun bother to see what is wrong or explain to the patient? haiz... hopeless..
then nvm... when i say i pregnant, he asked me how long i have been pregnant... stating the fact that i not sure... guess his comment.... "SO YOU MEAN YOU DUNNO YOU ARE PREGNANT ANOT?" hello idiot doc... i told you im pregnant as i tested using the test kit... i havent seen the gyna, how i know how long i pregnant ah~ AND UR RECORD should show that i pregnant too... READ THE BLOODY RECORD IN YOUR HAND.... and he simply reply ok... asshole... feeling dejected, i asked him for a mc before leaving the room... and he say OK again...
WATEVER is the word in my mind~ then when i go collect the medicine n MC, the MC wrote half day... WTF, half day... i ask the nurse... she say cos i came at 12 ma~ pls... use ur brain.. i giddy and headache... if i come on my own when i feeling so bad... im sure to faint on the way... of course wait till better then come right... and wait till my husband is back before he accompany to the clinic right? Haiz... then she say, she go ask the doc... CMI.. then the medicine that they gave me is for giddy and thats it... then chest pain leh? nvm... forget it.. i wun risk my baby by taking the medicine of a doc that is so unprofessional...
going to this doc jus becos it is a company doc... haiz... cannot make it... wonder how they become a doc... did they paid to become one or are they really qualified.... hmmm????
i think i too against that doc liao... or maybe i am too upset over everything that happened recently thus i venting all the anger and stuff on that stupid doc ba~~~~
WELL... i just pray... pray for the best... will know the answer in 9 days times... pls... dun disappoint me... tell me... tell me its going to be ok... pls... pls... i pray~~~~ haiz~~~ dun let the dream come true... its really very important to me... pls... i pray....sincerely... pls.... haiz....
snoozed at12:53 PM . by aPPleR